Eclipse: Becoming A Monster

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Kind of a concept album. The slow decay of a relationship

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released 23 June 2009
Tyler Spyder: Composer, writer, producer
Jacob "Canadian Scone" Gregory: Creative Input
Devan Bailey: Creative Input
Cristina Ciacchella: Creative Input
Jeff Ortiz: Creative Input

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Track Name: Blacken The Sun
Sometimes the person inside of us,
Is not what it appeared to be
It was once
a great force of power
That existed solely, through you and me.

The sun doesn't shine
the way that it used to, anymore...
It's clouded by shit, and we're breathing it in,
Just like before...
The sun doesn't shine
the way that it used to, anymore...
It's clouded by shit, and we're breathing it in,
Just like before...

When was the last time,
We saw the rain?
We beg for a hole in the sky
To take back all of our pain
But the true colors bleed
out eventually And so do the intentions that were so good;
you'll soon be just another memory,
I'd do anything to change it, if I could...

The sun doesn't shine
the way that it used to, anymore...
It's clouded by shit, and we're breathing it in,
Just like before...The sun doesn't shine
the way that it used to, anymore...
It's clouded by shit, and we're breathing it in,
Just like before...

I'm covered in bleach;
I'm covered in shit;
I'd sell my soul,
But there's nothing left of it
I just want something;
Anything to be real,
I just want something;
Anything I can feel...

If I could take it all back;
Someway, somehow,
I'd make everything different,
Than how it is right now...

The sun doesn't shine
the way that it used to, anymore...
It's clouded by shit, and we're breathing it in,
Just like before...
The sun doesn't shine
the way that it used to, anymore...
It's clouded by shit, and we're breathing it in,
Just like before...
Track Name: How Lucky Are You
Escape to a parallel world
Where the skies rain crimson blood
The oceans have all dried away
and the mountains are floating in the darkened clouds
above;
Separate, the empty from the full,
The hollow from the complete
the broken from the fixed,
and the perfect from the crippled.
Disconnect the mantra
Fist inside the core,
Throw away the answer
Because
you don't want it anymore...

How lucky are you?
To have a trinity of people surround you.
I hang my head in shame
And how lucky are you,
to have a family who adores you
my heart sinks deep with pain
and how lucky are you
to dance beneath the starlight
so innocent and plain
and how lucky are you
to find happiness in your life
like playing a simple game...

why aren't you ugly like me...

Disconnect the mantra
Fist inside the core
Throw away the answer
Because you don't want it anymore
Disconnect the mantra
and peel off all your skin
hang yourself for what you've done
For all of your fucking
sins...
Track Name: Modern Decay
What have you done?
Turned everyone against me,
They don't even know the real reasons why
What have you lead them to believe?
It's just like walking blindfolded;
through a maze of fear
I don't know how to get out,
and I don't know how I got in here...

And here we are,
living in this hell
and here we are,
cutting deeper into ourselves
and here we are
never knowing the reasons why
and here we are
we are watching ourselves die...

Make me numb, make me
bad, make me heartless, make me sad
make me anything that you want me to be
take all of these feelings and go away
take everything away, just fucking
go away,
take all these feelings inside of me,
and leave me nothing but the
ashes of misery...

And here we are,
living in this hell
and here we are,
cutting deeper into ourselves
and here we are
never knowing the reasons why
and here we are
we are watching ourselves die...

It's like my soul was
raped and stolen from me,
all the pain and the agony was thrust upon me,
leaving me to burn...

And here we are,
living in this hell
and here we are,
cutting deeper into ourselves
and here we are
never knowing the
reasons why
and here we are
we are watching ourselves die...
Track Name: I Understand Now, John
Cherish your life
See as I see
Destroy what you were
and cease to be
Judge as I judge
Feel as I feel
Don't bother running away
This is all so very real
Save as I save
And cherish your life
In the end,
There is no wrong,
and there is no right...

Your time has come, it's your early ending
Your time has come, there's no point in lamenting
You saw it happen so fast
You made it happen; the blast

Straight through your head
One shot you're dead
Now who's the Godforsaken one?
What have you done?
Where will you run?
Did you mean for this happen...
Track Name: Empty
Lock myself up in my room all day
Because I've got to stay away
From the people I once loved;
Sitting in the dark I lie here all alone,
But I couldn't care it all because I've never felt so much at home, at home...
Alone here in the day,
the night, and the evening,
Couldn't care if play, sleep, or sing;
And now I've lost everything...

Walking down the street
Thought I heard the sound of footsteps,
I came around the corner; I saw the other...
She was looking for something
Just like I was
Just like I was looking for anything
Then she turned around, she looked me in the eye; and all she said:

Thought I had it all but it was never enough,
I just had to have it all because It's never enough,
I had everything, I had everything...
So try and try you will,
To get even more, but in the end you'll never find what you're looking for,
You never will, you never will...
Track Name: Forgetting It All
N/A...
Track Name: Breathe
This is me, trying to live,
This is me, giving all I have to give,
This is me, trying to lie,
This is me, trying to die,
This is you, wanting more,
This is your hope, everything you've been waiting for,
This is how it ends, for everyone to see,
This is you, killing yourself to breathe...

I am the one who killed what I was,
I only wanted the truth, compassion and
love,
I did all I could, but it never was enough,
I tried, and tried, and tried, I gave it all up
In hopes that I could finally see,
The person in life that I could be,
But now I know it was never meant for me,
I was only killing myself to breathe...

This is me, broken and scarred,
This is me, living like a dying star
This is me, falling apart
This is us, back at the start
This is you, starting over,
This is me, finding closure
This is you, blinding your eyes to see
This is me, killing you to breathe...

I am the one who killed what I was,
I only wanted the truth, compassion and love,
I did all I could, but it never was enough, I tried, and tried, and tried, I gave it all up,
In hopes that I could finally see,
The person in life that I could be,
But now I know it was never meant for me,
I was only killing myself to breathe...
Track Name: World Of Darkness
N/A?
Track Name: Human Again
I was almost there
I had finished the trek
I had done everything you asked
And everything you said
But it wasn't enough
I couldn't keep up the pace
You threw me to the bottom
You only spat in my face

You love to see me suffer
Force the lies underneath my skin
It's the only way you know how
To make me human again

I keep picking off dead flesh
I can't stop doing it
Until it finally becomes a scar
And that's when I know I've gone too far...
So go ahead and leave me behind to die
Just so; you can survive
We're only human, and that's how much I mean to you; right?

You love to see me suffer
Force the lies underneath my skin
It's the only way you know how
To make me human again

It's going to reach the surface
I can only do this for so long
No matter how many ways I do this
Everything is always wrong
So say goodbye to the pictures in the sky,
the ones that make you laugh,
the ones that make you cry,
As they all burn away,
You can only ask. why.

You love to see me suffer
Force the lies underneath my skin
It's the only way you know how
To make me human again...
Track Name: Eclipse
The Sun shines upon my face
I thought that star had gone out years ago;
So long ago...
The moonlight on my skin,
Reflects on waters,
Around the world...

Was life ever supposed to be so beautiful;
For me? I can't say, no, I don't think so...

Hold you close,
And watch you slip away,
Just like everybody else I knew...